Hi all, here are some news !

Two weeks ago, I've compulsed again ... and I bought a reflex camera o__o (this one [link]). I love it and I named it Patrick (at the begining it was arnold 'coz it looks like arnold's face in the animation...but I'm a big fan of spongebob and almost Patrick ! )
The first big shot made with him was with Buninou (thank you sensei ^3^) and her Candyce (Candyce Fur N Session : [link])... Few days afta it's was with....Sarkozy o_o and I took some disturbin' pics o_o) . I saw him irl, it was very impressive (security, people, angry people...) Well he has a very good baptism !

This moment I binge myself with a lot of bollywood's films ! (See No Entry, Veer-Zaara or Black ... 3 goods movies *3* )

No answer yet from the town hall ...I'm a lit....I'm a big anguish ....and I work again for the international rugby's tournament " A l'Ouverture" ...For the moment I work on the website =_=

I want you to light my mind please about my works. I need your point of you. Well You have seen my last work "Redemption", very dark CG I'm totally agree ! But it's what I feel inside ._. . (We are not here to speak about my mental health so) I'm wondering why it wasn't fav. People are affraid of a "real pain"?. I mean (difficult to explain my mind sorry -_-) , this cg is like my other stuff (moon is dying, 4 seasons, Chorea Macaboreum, Soul's Await ....check my online portfolio)..no it's same as my other stuff ! Except that this time I show you my real pain without any trick (no metaphor, no comparison etc). In this CG you have "The End of a Universe", very dark cg where I show you that I feel totally destruct from the inside...but this one was very faved and commented. You are affraid to cheers suicide?(I'm not suicidal I want to reassure you , I'm just depressed and bored by the life in generally )Or...this one suxx? Life is not colored everyday.

I notice that before my leaving, a lot of people were responsive when I upped my gallery. Since my come-back I feel like a lot of people don't care anymore about my work. You don't like my new stuff? Or you didn't appreciated my fast leaving? I know that's some people are not here anymore for personal reason (I'm so hypocrit, selfish, bad, jealous, and my work sucks ! Who are the real hypocrit? ) but all of my devwatch are not distant with me o_O. I don't really understand .

I'm again insomniac because two good friends incite me to go to Japan Expo, financially I can but I can't for personal reason A very good case of cognitive dissonance Which part will win? My mind or my heart? That's why I've some nightmares and I'm not very Happy this moment, I want to go there but, it's can destruct me inside

An another question my friends ^^ . Some people speak to me about having a paid account on da. For them it will be good for me. They're certainly right but I can't pay somethin' online. I want to propose you somethin'.....a commission slot. One year paid on da = one commission. Are you interest in?


See you next time deviant cowboys !

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