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To change here is a new journal in 3 parts

# Japan Touch Oh My God !
As I said few months ago, I will be present at Japan Touch in Lyon, the 28 and 29 november. For more information please visit : [link]
I will have my stand and sell a lot of goodies. I almost done everthing for this event and as John Hammond said "Spared no expense!". There will be some cards, posters and many surprises !
This is my very first time as a solo exhibitor, I want that everything will be perfect !
I'm wondering who will come to this event, who will be there?

# Art
I'm again in a reconsideration period (sounds like my previous entry XD). I was looking for old cgs and I found really ugly shits which had on Da like 50 favs (now it's hard to have more than 10 favs -_- )... I did very ugly things which was very famous...and now I do better things with no success. How can it possible that Narutard's fanarts are more famous than "artistic stuff"? Few days ago I saw on most famous deviation...a fanart (again) of Sasuke and Sakura....what's the fuck damned ! It's so crazy that some shits made on paint are more famous than a cg made with photoshop in 10/15 hours !
Holymotherfuckingjesus ! Are Deviant people stupid or just blind? Am I just stinky? Am I on a wrong way this this morbid and dark style? Do I go back on my naive, colored and ugly style which was more famous than my actual style?
First of all I paint for myself but if I expose some cg it's because I want to know people reaction and how they feel it...and post things here with no reactions...it's not encouraging .We create our identity with people sigh, it's the same thing with art in a way.
What can I do to make you like what I do?
Anyway it doesn't stop me to paint ! I'm just asking questions. I'm actually working on some cg. You have seen my native american girl? This Cg is at 65% ( [link] ) and I'm workin' in parallel on....4 others cg XD. I try to paint with new brushes...and it's fuckin great ! It's what I'm looking for.
I also have to motivate me to update my online portfolio XD.

# Life
- Shame on me, I'm again in a wow period, I became a master class in my guild and as I saw everything with Chancre I made a new character, a druid heal named Droodzilla. He's now lvl 70 (in 3.5 weeks XD) and I rediscover this fucking game x). Even if Blizzard kill this game, it's a good place to spend good times.
- Life is so weird and I can't realized that time passes so fast. So much things can happened to you in less of 2 years. I did so much things before last year and now I'm in a kind of "gap". Six month of convalescence and I'm lost, add to it this fucking crisis and...no work in communication >_<...no work at all. Inside I'm cathatonic and outside I feel alive.
Those 2 years had complety changed my life vision.
One day, many months ago I discussed to a very good friend about changes in Life, and we compared life to tv shows...and it's the same thing. When you have a big change in your life it looks like a "new season", with new "characters", new "stories", new "sets"...It's a new season for me. I'm more mature, I am a new person ^_^.A new (hard) start, but a start.
I miss few people from my last season, I want to do everything to see them, to talk to them but it's not possible, cards are not on my hands , that's life. I hate to be powerless with this fact.
- I think I successed my last stat exam, I have to wait until december to know if I'm accepted and I have no choice, I have to prepare my oral even if I failed >_<. I'm still in an unemployment but it's cool I can working on Japan Touch, improving my art style and working on some projects.
- I also saw all seasons of Six Feet Under and zomfg ! What a fucking great tv show ! I really advice you to see this show, it's awesome (Sex, drugs and Death XD)! Better than actual stupid shows >_< (except Dr House and Who xD). Now I have to watch True Blood ! Alan Ball you're a fucking god !
- If after Japan Touch I have money I think I will have a trip on England or in Alsace for Xmas spirit XD.


That's all folks
Take care

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